Thursday, May 18, 2006
de whole of last nitex
n today in sch
soccer was constantly on my mind
i cant stop tinking
i cant stop fearing
b4 de match even started
i was ald super nervous
till i wan 2 burst out n scream
like i saed earlier
dis is a match every1 will wan 2 watch
all eyes will be on u
wen de match 1st starts
me yuan celes nat n sl
r de 1st 5 to start de match
n siva is our referee -.-
anyway i started so full of energy
run n run n run
chase n chase n chase after pq, after shixuan
but i still couldnt stop dem frm scoring de 1st goal
n den another 1
n den another 1
den bout 5 mins later
de 1st kick on my knee came
i was like oh gosh!
den vern sub me
i cried (a little)
not cos my knee hurts
but i tink i played lousy
i feel ive disappointed mani ppl
my team, my cls
frm de veri 1st dae we noe we'll be against 4c
we noe veri well we're dead
every1 noes dey're realli gd
to me we onli hav like 20% chance of winning?
but in de end my cls made me gain confidence
frm 20 to 50%
we trained hard
we trained more den any other clses
we gave each other words of encouragement
in de end we still lose badly
de nitex b4 de match
me celes nat n sl were on9 toking bout soccer
we were like so full of energy
toking bout how we're gg to work tgt
but its still of no use
de 5 of us were chosen to be on court 1st
cos de cls hav confidence in us
n i realli feel ive disappointed every1 so much
i cant control de ball well
all i can do is run
but wats de use?
anyway we had quite alot of fun
playing dis serious match
but i can sae we were realli not on form;
anyway its over ler
wats more impt is we had fun
n 4c is realli realli gd
i almost died chasing after dem
n here's a sorry to dose whu ive pushed
especialli pq ly n sx!
though we lost
our guys won both matches
wif 4g n 4i
jiayou on monday!!! (:
im going to eat up all my oreo at home!!!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i realli m!!
tml's soccer intercls is so scary
will be a match mani ppl will wan 2 watch
so kong bu can!
anyway its going to be quite fun
though its gg 2 be so scary
mus hv fun on de field
cos dere's not mani chances in my life
where dere's so mani ppl watching me play soccer
feeling of a superstar!
if we do anything silly on de field tml
pls dun luff
cos we'll be so ps!
but if we do smthing seh
pls do clap n cheer
cos will boost our morale!!!!
okie nvm im jus toking crap-
anyway today got 2 play frenly wif 4h
dey're not bad actualli (:
den change 2 4c play wif dem
after dat we had frenly wif 4b
dey're gd too!
though its so tiring
dat i almost died
all de frenlys so fun!
anyway i quite like my jersey
cos in my jersey name got mani 'e's
make de whole name kinda cute n rounded! hahaha!
4F girls jiayou for soccer tml!!
though 4c's realli qiang
we mus do our veri best
n believe in ourselves
4F guys jiayou for bball tml too!!
u all can do it de!!
Monday, May 15, 2006
had dis veri veri bad flu n cough
dat my whole day's basicalli so blur
cant realli rmb wat happened today in sch
except dat i failed my geog test AGAIN-
n oso dat roysten tan n dat careless whisper guy came to our sch!
toking bout geog
i realli dunno wats wrong wif dis brain of mine
its not like i din study at all
i studied wif nat de nitex b4
i asked her mani qns
i unds de whole chap b4 i leave her place
i studied till 1am
but wat comes out frm all dis hard work?
sumhow de lowest in de cls?
it jus sucks wen ppl study so much lesser den u
n yet dey score so much betta
i finalli came to a conclusion
im not cut out for human geog
simply cos i dun hav common sense to ans all dose silly qns-
is dat realli so?
mrs ho asked me to stay baq n toked to me
she saed she's disappointed in me
n she tinks dat dere're other issues affecting my performance in her tests
she says i hav potential asks me to work harder
i will try, dats wat i told her
n i realli will-
n den roysten tan came to our sch today
showed us 3 short films
D.I.Y, monkeylove n careless whisperer
quite interesting larhs
but dun unds de monkeylove at all
den de 'patrick' came to our sch to sing 'ur beautiful'
hardly can hear wat he's singing
but i tink he's realli farnie
today's assembly i de funnest of all ald!
wen ur troubled
jus follow ur heart;
live for urself n not others' opinions
ask urself if ur happi wif whu u r n den situation ur in
dat explains y ur living;(:
thanks every1 for de care n concern today!
im so so touched!! (:
<3 ya all lots!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
shall blog bout my wk!
vern got injured on monday
sumwhere ard de wrist dere
get well soon ya girl!
tues was an emotional day for most of us in de audi
during interaction period.
cos mother's day is coming
ms loh showed us a video of a guy whu's in jail
saying bout wat his mother had done for him since he was young
how she defended him even though she noe he was in de wrong
but no matter how nice his mother is
he has nvr known how 2 treasure her
n took all her love n concern for granted
cant realli rmb wat happen after dat
but 1dae wen he went baq 2 de place he used to live
everything remained de same
he jus did not see his mother
wen watch till dis part dere's ald mani ppl crying
it suddenly jus flashed thru my mind dat
dere r mani times wen i too took my mother for granted
jus cos im her daughter
she's willing to make any sacrifices w/o any complaints
but how mani times hav i blamed n complained bout her nags
even though i noe she cared? mani;
veri seldom hav i saed a sorry or thnkew deep down frm my heart
veri seldom hav i walked over to her n gif her a hug
jus to tell her how much i love her
she'll 4eva be dat veri special woman
whu has endured 9mths of pain jus to bring me to dis world
whu has accompanied me thru my ups n downs
whu has guided me along
whu has 4given me for any wrong-doings
w/o her dere'll be no me
i love u mummy! <3
after watching de video
we were given dis pink wif a big 'love' paper
n an envelope
we suppose to write wateva we want 2 tell our mothers in de letter
n de sch will help us post
at dat time
even more ppl started crying
ly me rach sl shandy yuan all cried
we love our mothers!!! (:
Friday, May 05, 2006
ytd was so ps!!!
mr koh actuaLli made us go avt 2 prac our take5 item
in front of de whole cls
n i realli cant even try 2 look at de audience for ONCE!
its bad reallli bad
im veri scared!
cant realli imagine wats it gg 2 be like on dat dae itself
sum1 save me frm dis trauma pls!!!
wat if i flop it?
wat if i made a fool of myself??
'confidence!! come to me!!'
ytd's prac was alritex actualli
jus dat we haven thot of de actions n stuff
den jus stand dere
today's short prac has got everything kinda on de track ald!!
so fun so cool!
got much much improvement ler! (:
was kinda thinking bout wats gg to happen on dat dae
i hope none of us will feel shy
every1'll go o stage 2 hav fun!
dun care bout whu's looking underneath
jus pour out everything we hav!!
i will try too de!!
lets do our best n hope we can win ya?! <3
after sch went to make de cls soccer jersey
its realli a torture trying to find a suitable pattern out of so mani
find 1 dats not too boyish n girlish
1 dats nice yet reasonable prices
confirming ppl's jersey names
blah blah blah
after veri veri long
we finalli found 1 dats veri nice
but a little ex onli
hope everything's gonna turn out nice!! (:
but yeah 1 thing
de guy selling de jersey is super kuku larhs!!!
tok 2 him will vomit blood de!
ms fang today came in 2 tell us
dat dere's gonna be 8 sessions of amaths during de holis
each 2-half hrs
yeah its gonna be realli boring n tiring
but guess we'll jus hav 2 work harder barhs
i dun realli mind coming baq for remedials
so lets jiayou!! (: